I’m Jess. 23. NZ. Human Shit show. Vintage pastel dream lover. Rotten doll.Tumblr (3.0; @cyanidepansy)http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/f9715939bd24383b48aeaa69557d3c9d/tumblr_p8f92mtv8G1vrehg1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175237185477http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175237185477Tue, 26 Jun 2018 00:47:39 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/f6a1ecda13dc871b39ac5176e9287343/tumblr_pahaibY6e91ug5c9zo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175237108062http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175237108062Tue, 26 Jun 2018 00:43:57 +1200<p><a href="http://fozzie.tumblr.com/post/175134869329/those-sharpest-material-kitchen-knife-in-the" class="tumblr_blog">fozzie</a>:</p><blockquote><p>those “sharpest [material] kitchen knife in the world” videos. i click on em . i know whats gonna happen. the youtuber is gonna process the material over and over again then refrigerate it then cut it into a knife shape and sharpen it with finer and finer sandpaper. and the whole time theyre gonna be using those cow-shaped porcelain kitchen vessels. but here i am. for 15 minutes at a time. every time. and at the end when the knife is sharp. my mind will still be blown</p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175190712667http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175190712667Sun, 24 Jun 2018 14:46:34 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/5c3d507c67f294bc193892dc617847b8/tumblr_np0s31KIzr1t6s1gro1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/53f78b177afec922e1e11c23bef57cb4/tumblr_np0s31KIzr1t6s1gro2_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/93ecc5d03fbc74418792673700dd6e30/tumblr_np0s31KIzr1t6s1gro3_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/08240eaa4f7ea1bd9ad248d2b075fdaf/tumblr_np0s31KIzr1t6s1gro4_500.png"/><br/> <br/><p><a href="https://bencoppersupportgroup.tumblr.com/post/174116374668/skittles8059-obviouslyphelps-courtesy-of" class="tumblr_blog">bencoppersupportgroup</a>:</p><blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://skittles8059.tumblr.com/post/120049360363">skittles8059</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://obviouslyphelps.tumblr.com/post/120034613214">obviouslyphelps</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Courtesy of Sincerely Tumblr on Twitter</p> </blockquote> <p>This is the greatest post I have ever laid eyes upon.</p> </blockquote> <p>HONESTLY.</p> </blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175137352982http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175137352982Fri, 22 Jun 2018 23:50:00 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/10f6ad3b8f1a6d124dcfaa3b58ff9c47/tumblr_p3b8z7RkSA1so4h0lo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/5606c5c80b77950c568c8279b7072d6c/tumblr_p3b8z7RkSA1so4h0lo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/41e17abfd18acbeb149e42a67c854ec0/tumblr_p3b8z7RkSA1so4h0lo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><p><a href="http://infetters.tumblr.com/post/170260764239/by-xue-wang" class="tumblr_blog">infetters</a>:</p> <blockquote><p> By Xue Wang <br/></p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175105216522http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175105216522Thu, 21 Jun 2018 23:40:46 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/f1104c075d632001a90adcfc5e4e5a5b/tumblr_okygrgHBKP1te0qnyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175104687207http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175104687207Thu, 21 Jun 2018 23:08:03 +1200<p><a href="http://ofcowardiceandkings.tumblr.com/post/127007008248/do-you-ever-get-confused-about-where-your-mental" class="tumblr_blog">ofcowardiceandkings</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>do you ever get confused about where your mental illness ends and where you being a piece of shit begins ?? like am i just being difficult or can i really not do that</p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175104674257http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175104674257Thu, 21 Jun 2018 23:07:13 +1200<p><a href="http://baddielabelle.tumblr.com/post/174643028297" class="tumblr_blog">baddielabelle</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://baddielabelle.tumblr.com/post/168908279057" class="tumblr_blog">baddielabelle</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I was going through old stuff and I found a photo of me and my first crush. Anyways here he go tying my shoes cause I would pretend I didn’t know how lol </p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="1280" data-orig-width="1128"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/77300b03bd2d48c1852734627a4ae5c7/tumblr_inline_p1hrb5unzh1qfbfds_500.jpg" data-orig-height="1280" data-orig-width="1128"/></figure></blockquote> <p>This is pride month material tbh </p> </blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175104631877http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175104631877Thu, 21 Jun 2018 23:04:26 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/1cce0795cdb7d5b1f82af36bd03a50b9/tumblr_p50yl9r5jx1v9pyzno1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://chuckdrawsthings.tumblr.com/post/171487982748/warning" class="tumblr_blog">chuckdrawsthings</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>warning</p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175072483087http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175072483087Wed, 20 Jun 2018 23:32:12 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/877bf2cd3943351063b5514f26e4b381/tumblr_p7x4jsLZHB1sq4mr8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175038686187http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175038686187Tue, 19 Jun 2018 22:51:58 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/53a429ce07b75bacab3e4af06a1e3b4e/tumblr_paipg4AYAj1xqn609o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="https://xicetheticx.tumblr.com/post/175006755305/girlsgirlsboys-panic-at-the-disco-in-honour" class="tumblr_blog">xicetheticx</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Girls/Girls/Boys - Panic! At The Disco</p> <p>In honour of pride month and my fellow bisexual/biromantic people out there 💖💜💙</p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175038656607http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175038656607Tue, 19 Jun 2018 22:50:10 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/f446e8d9832de33902110d902a1aca40/tumblr_pahxjfLtHn1sqf10yo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175038617697http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175038617697Tue, 19 Jun 2018 22:47:37 +1200<p><a href="http://thehighladyelf.tumblr.com/post/174990554905/divawithanunspoiledagenda-yogurt-gun" class="tumblr_blog">thehighladyelf</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://divawithanunspoiledagenda.tumblr.com/post/174985703838/yogurt-gun-tin-pan-ali-john-mulaneys-dad" class="tumblr_blog">divawithanunspoiledagenda</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://yogurt-gun.tumblr.com/post/174983549705/tin-pan-ali-john-mulaneys-dad-looks-about-like" class="tumblr_blog">yogurt-gun</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://tin-pan-ali.tumblr.com/post/174971881584" class="tumblr_blog">tin-pan-ali</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>john mulaney’s dad looks about like how i imagined</p> <figure data-orig-width="300" data-orig-height="235"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/25c74ef1d49b02f0d3a1ebf485cba054/tumblr_inline_pagqtkpPPv1qdeit2_540.png" alt="image" data-orig-width="300" data-orig-height="235"/></figure><p>‘you have the moral backbone of a chocolate eclair’ <br/></p> </blockquote> <p>“God can’t hear you.”</p> </blockquote> <p>“One black coffee”</p> </blockquote> <p>I don’t know about yall, but I know too much about this man’s life for this to the the first time I’ve ever seen a picture of him</p> </blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175006147162http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175006147162Mon, 18 Jun 2018 23:29:16 +1200<p><a href="http://languorwine.tumblr.com/post/173016548618/when-my-mental-health-is-suffering-and-my-friends" class="tumblr_blog">languorwine</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>when my mental health is suffering and my friends ask if i need anything</p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="716" data-orig-width="1280"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/1b747f2a4aae077064e3639a1f3a8e52/tumblr_inline_p7b765Xbx61tvoral_500.jpg" data-orig-height="716" data-orig-width="1280"/></figure></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175006121897http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175006121897Mon, 18 Jun 2018 23:27:41 +1200<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://happiest.tumblr.com/post/76105755709/whats-with-parents-and-comparing-you-with-other">happiest</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>whats with parents and comparing you with other peoples kids………</p> </blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175006043657http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/175006043657Mon, 18 Jun 2018 23:22:53 +1200<p><a href="http://newromaantics.tumblr.com/post/174864637185/sometimes-harvest-mice-sleep-in-tulips-here-are" class="tumblr_blog">newromaantics</a>:</p><blockquote> <p><a href="https://calliopinot.tumblr.com/post/174863569919/sometimes-harvest-mice-sleep-in-tulips-here-are" class="tumblr_blog">calliopinot</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://newromaantics.tumblr.com/post/174524485020/sometimes-harvest-mice-sleep-in-tulips-here-are" class="tumblr_blog">newromaantics</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>sometimes harvest mice sleep in tulips. here are some that will make you happy </p> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="1004" data-orig-width="700"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/bb61d91c108858b3b6ef98272bd92f16/tumblr_inline_p9qld8zV7t1sdv5cq_500.jpg" data-orig-height="1004" data-orig-width="700"/></figure><figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="955" data-orig-width="700"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/d8853bae259d1cf0069eca15d9aa71d2/tumblr_inline_p9qld9UaxW1sdv5cq_500.jpg" data-orig-height="955" data-orig-width="700"/></figure><figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="1000" data-orig-width="700"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/c8c4945d2760f528a0ff1e7a7f9dddc3/tumblr_inline_p9qld98GK11sdv5cq_500.jpg" data-orig-height="1000" data-orig-width="700"/></figure><p>thanks. Have a great day</p> </blockquote> <p>Hey op this had a tremendous positive effect on my anxiety are there more? </p> </blockquote> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="177" data-orig-width="284"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/28459aade490ddd1bec43d6bc7730cea/tumblr_inline_paa91gh2d11sdv5cq_500.jpg" data-orig-height="177" data-orig-width="284"/></figure><figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="720" data-orig-width="1280"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/ce12c5cb16eef82b6b7d6f757d8c9cac/tumblr_inline_paa91gNIfS1sdv5cq_500.jpg" data-orig-height="720" data-orig-width="1280"/></figure><figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="500" data-orig-width="750"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/24de733d000b7d48f4e97957616eefe0/tumblr_inline_paa91hyctn1sdv5cq_500.jpg" data-orig-height="500" data-orig-width="750"/></figure><p>here u go</p> </blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174971805122http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174971805122Sun, 17 Jun 2018 22:32:12 +1200<img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/0823bd8acffb32e93fb27e12624f8a30/tumblr_p9usq9OnV81qfv6tdo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174971736807http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174971736807Sun, 17 Jun 2018 22:27:30 +1200 <video id='embed-5b32b5893f85f644387696' class='crt-video crt-skin-default' width='400' height='225' poster='https://78.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_oweacyKkrn1tovmb9_smart1.jpg' preload='none' muted data-crt-video data-crt-options='{"autoheight":null,"duration":10,"hdUrl":"https://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/video_file/t:OFtvY3NzILfCXWkR8hREAw/174971718992/tumblr_oweacyKkrn1tovmb9","filmstrip":{"url":"http://68.media.tumblr.com/previews/tumblr_oweacyKkrn1tovmb9_filmstrip.jpg","width":"200","height":"112"}}' > <source src="https://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/video_file/t:OFtvY3NzILfCXWkR8hREAw/174971718992/tumblr_oweacyKkrn1tovmb9/480" type="video/mp4"> </video> <br/><br/><p><a href="http://bax16.tumblr.com/post/172107957454/bob-belcher-watch-out-for-children" class="tumblr_blog">bax16</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://bob-belcher.tumblr.com/post/165415155429/watch-out-for-children" class="tumblr_blog">bob-belcher</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Watch out for children!</p></blockquote> <figure class="tmblr-full" data-orig-height="500" data-orig-width="506"><img src="https://78.media.tumblr.com/5bcddb4f42774bfa64ef96c591575aee/tumblr_inline_p5ydjnYaOY1qfkdn1_540.jpg" data-orig-height="500" data-orig-width="506"/></figure></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174971718992http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174971718992Sun, 17 Jun 2018 22:26:17 +1200<p><a href="https://dude-imgay.tumblr.com/post/164943833036/younger-me-why-am-i-so-obsessed-with-gay-peopleme" class="tumblr_blog">dude-imgay</a>:</p> <blockquote><p class="npf_chat" data-npf='{"subtype":"chat"}'><b>Younger me:</b> Why am I so obsessed with gay people</p><p class="npf_chat" data-npf='{"subtype":"chat"}'><b>Me now:</b> I am a gay people </p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174943843537http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174943843537Sun, 17 Jun 2018 01:23:10 +1200<p><a href="http://johnnyjoestarrelatable.tumblr.com/post/174589297293/rb-if-youre-a-bi-bitch-who-loves-carbs" class="tumblr_blog">johnnyjoestarrelatable</a>:</p><blockquote><p>rb if you’re a bi bitch who loves carbs</p></blockquote>http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174943809407http://cyanidepansy.tumblr.com/post/174943809407Sun, 17 Jun 2018 01:21:21 +1200